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Tag: My First Kiss....
Monday, May 7, 2007

I have been tagged, so you asked for it. Sakshi wants others in the world to go through the pain and uncomfortableness of revealing the first kiss and I aim to please. So, to set the stage...I was 14 almost 15 and not very sure of myself at all. I had had no contact with boys really at this point. I barely even talked to them yet. Yep, late bloomer over here. I had so many interests other than boys...it just never occurred to me to want to be around them.

Then one sunny day, a boy enters which was a cousin of a neighbor. He was cute. He was also much older. This boy was mature..I mean he was 17, practically a man at that age, or so I thought then (boy don't get me started on the naivety at that age). This boy was the cute that makes you giddy and I couldn't stop smiling. I went as far as offering to help carry wood to be around him. That got some laughs from the other guys. I didn't see it though. At this point the day was warm, the music playing and me moving in slow motion while my guy was encased in dream-like haze blocking everyone else out. I was infatuated.

So I saw him the first day and was really hoping to see him the second day. He talked to me but I was so nervous that I couldn't really talk very much. I am sure he thought I was 'special' in the beginning. I also had this habit of pushing on my nose when I got nervous. I sure that really helped things out in the sexy girl department.

So, the first day was great, he talked to me and I stared. Then the second day arrived and so did my man....

In the past so many years ago:

I am so tired to today since I slept so little last night. I just kept thinking about how cute he was. I only wish I was one of those pretty girls that guys liked. I truly haven't realized, until now, how I am not like the other girls. I just don't have those qualities. So I sit here now reading my book, or trying to at least, wondering if he will stop by today.

Mom calls from upstairs, they are here. I don't know why, but I definitely going to find out. I walk outside and he is there with my neighbor. I feel dizzy. I again have that stupid smile on my face and a completely blank mind. I walk up to them both and the neighbor says that they want to go out in the power lines (very hilly where I lived) and would like to use our 4-wheeler for his cousin. The cousin looks at me and smiles. YES, yes, anything he wants of course. I calmly say that would be fine and I hope they have a good time. But he looks at me and asks if I want to go. There's enough room for two. Again, yes, yes, of course. I again do my stupid nervous smile and touch my nose and say that it sounds like fun, let me go and change my shoes. I hear the laughing and I know they know that I'm embarrassed and that I have a crush on him. But it doesn't matter. In two minutes I am going to be hanging on to this cute boy for at least an hour. YES!

I change and come out and climb on. I am so very excited. We travel through the woods, across streams and over hills for what seemed like a very long time. In fact, it was probably only about a half hour, but I was in a daze. We continued for a while longer and then stopped by a stream. The three of us sat talking about nothing important. I was really trying to watch every word to not sound like a stupid nervous girl. I wasn't paying much attention to those two, I was to busy smiling internally about the cute boy sitting right next to me with his leg nonchalantly brushing up against mine. So, apparently I missed the cue for the neighbor to get up and head back with us following close behind. When I went to get up, the cute boy grabbed my hand and said wait a minute. I did...of course.

We were alone. I was so nervous, I couldn't have spelled my name at this point. He was there, I was there, and no one else was. Wow....what do I do next. Well, it was apparently out of my control. He asked me a question, but I wasn't paying attention. I was to busy panicking on the inside to listen to him. So, he grabbed my chin to make me look at him. And then...he descended in on me. I was definitely in a state of panic. Do I close my eyes, do I not? Do I lean, do I not? And what the hell do I do with my hands. This is what I was thinking, the boy didn't even register at this point. But then he leans in and kisses me.

This is GREAT! He likes me, he is kissing me.....I am a woman now. Yep, irresistible, sexy, attractive woman with a very cute boy. I still don't know what to do with my hands though. I should have read up on this....

Wait a minute....what was that...that was gross...OH NO....GROSS, WHAT WAS THAT....GROSS, IT WAS SLIMY....whatever he is doing is making my stomach turn...

I feel sick.....

There it is again...OMG....He stuck his tongue in my mouth!!!!

On Purpose......WHY WOULD HE DO THAT??? ..... WHY?...WHY?

Oh, No, he's trying again....I think I'm going to be sick....

Yep...definitely going to be sick....I have to go now....better run for the bushes.....

Yes, I am now in the bushes...the cute boy is sitting by the stream and I am humiliated and grossed out at the same time....I just don't understand. I just don't like or understand this slimy thing and why he would do it. I am ready to go home now.

Epilogue: As you can imagine, this was not someone that I ever saw again. And the thought of kissing someone again didn't cross my mind for more than a year after the 'incident'. I can say that I will never forget that day or my first kiss...sadly enough, he probably won't either.

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posted by Sonya @ 5/07/2007 12:21:00 PM,

16 Comments:

At May 7, 2007 at 1:44 PM, Blogger Sakshi said...

ROTFLMAO.
It does not matter how many times I hear this, it still has me rolling in laughter?

Btw- what changed your mind about the fine art of kissing?

 
At May 7, 2007 at 1:45 PM, Blogger Sonya said...

With enough practise...there are no suprises...

 
At May 7, 2007 at 1:46 PM, Blogger Sonya said...

I don't like the suprises!!!!

 
At May 7, 2007 at 1:51 PM, Blogger Sakshi said...

Err.. does this apply to everything? Becuase, you are sure getting a lot of mileage with that excuse!

 
At May 7, 2007 at 1:57 PM, Blogger Sonya said...

HEHEHEHE...damn...you are letting my secrets out. That's it...we are going to pinky swear on everything! :)

 
At May 7, 2007 at 2:48 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

hahahaha....I thought Sakshi's was funny. Urs is better first kiss story.

"should have read about it"...did u read about it later on??

 
At May 7, 2007 at 2:49 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

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At May 7, 2007 at 2:50 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hahahaha, I started laughing at the second line itself and was laughing till the end. I can totally see the the lil' 14 yr old Sonya with a cute smile on her face following a cute guy around carrying wood...heheheheheh tooooo funny!

 
At May 7, 2007 at 2:54 PM, Blogger Sakshi said...

Jeez somebody tell actin to start thinking before she writes lines like these "a cute guy around carrying wood..."

ROTFLMAO!!
What are you not telling us, Sonya??

 
At May 7, 2007 at 3:01 PM, Blogger Sonya said...

@Sameera...hell yeah...wanted to know why he violated me. Let me know if you want my sources!

@Actin...oh yea...sometimes you will do 'anything'. Clarification: vague statement..he was carrying the 'wood' or was I? (know what I mean..heh, heh? know what I mean, heh, heh?)

@ Sakshi -- THANKS ACTIN...you can't seem to keep a secret either. Got to love the statements that allow for a wink wink nudge nudge...Heheheehehe

 
At May 7, 2007 at 3:01 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Perhaps the dude was into emetophilia*. You could have been right up his alley.

*and no, I have no idea why I know this term...

 
At May 7, 2007 at 3:04 PM, Blogger Sonya said...

@dp -- First, EWWWWWWW, EWWWWWW, EWWWWWW. Second, How in the hell do you know this term. Do you 'know' the term or just know the term? Third, from the look and distance afterwards, I do not think that was the case!

 
At May 7, 2007 at 3:21 PM, Blogger Sakshi said...

@DP- I seriously recommend you putting a child safety lock on your computer. I have to worry about the pure virgin minds here. And I also worry about you. I would like that you join me in Hell, but not for using words like
emetophilia..
Gross!! Go wash your mouth with that nice smelling soap. Now!

 
At May 7, 2007 at 3:27 PM, Blogger Sonya said...

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At May 7, 2007 at 3:28 PM, Blogger Sonya said...

@DP....I agree with Sakshi....soap that mouth out....There are virgins that frequent here for good wholesome advice on serious dating and finding true love. Now what will they think????

 
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